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Am I A Spiritual Bludger?

Am I A Spiritual Bludger?

Is there a thing of being too needy for God? + support Gloriavale Leavers Charity

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Rachel Larkin
Apr 26, 2024
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Hey fellow travellers,

Sometimes I feel like I am bludging1 off God.

It may sound silly to some but last night while praying, I felt like a bludger2. There seems to be a continual neediness on my part. A continual request for emotional support.

This might just be my cultural upbringing in New Zealand, but we were taught to be independent and self reliant.

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